Please let me in and let me begin. Changing your world every time we make love. She says she feels it within. The life we have been given. She touches her stomach and feels the heart beating and kickin. I want to be spittin, but not today. Taking care of her is my fist responsibility. Our love is infinity, we will have fun consistently. I got the bedroom with candlelights for you and me. You know I don’t need money when your love is beside me. Girl I love when your body grinds on me. As we lay together I stare at you all night. Remembering when you saved me. A lot of girls came my way but they ran away. But you stayed behind for me. Because you saw what others couldn’t see.
You know I’ve been keeping to myself I have my eyes on the treasure that I need
So I can give you everything you need
When you come into my life, it’s a dream Coming to reality. I love it when you strip that down for me. Come here and grind on me. Only you can dance with me
So don’t hold back and just relax
Drink some shots and lay back
Don’t get obnoxious with me
I can always find another, baby
Grab my body lady
Hold my heart and don’t let go
I love your smell when your close
That perfume I won’t ever forget
Smelling it on our bed, all over our home On my clothes
Like you won’t ever let go
Baby there is no one like you, can I come closer, this gun in my holster. It’s to protect my back no other. But you look like you could hold your own. I have no crew, been alone. She asks for my name. Told her about me, but I ain’t the same. I am so not me. She says she wants to help. But how can she say that, when she hasn’t seen. This misery I put in me. She takes my hand, I pray she never holds onto it again. I don’t know where to begin. I am lost in my pain. If she comes back will I be able to say.
I see a shooting star I look away and head for the bar
I don’t know what I want
But when I saw her shine
She stuck to my thoughts
Baby girl I want to know who you are
I say it so much. I might die with that final thought. Blah blah blah
I say it to much. Guess I am losing my touch.
It’s gotten dark. I want some cocaine to speed my thoughts.
I am a demon. Disguised with my sweet thoughts.
I was caught stealing Scared me so I was seen reeling
This wasn’t how it was supposed to be
These drugs tore a hole into me
Changed me to some inexplicable being
So shitty with this story
That people think I am a phony
Cold to the touch you though I was frozen like a mummy
Name given is sunny which is hilariously funny
But that name has nothing to do with my reality
Lost to the throne that was for my safe keeping
I can’t fathom the horrible inadequate story and music that I am writing
I just hope that it gets me closer to the throne that I myself am seeking
I have been frequently unhappy with myself. These thoughts want to harm me. She comes into my dreams frequently and I can’t help myself. But feel lethargic and shitty. The devils hand tries to reach for me. She whispers in my ear giving me positivity. With all the chances and possibilities I end up with uncertainty. I want to make love because I’ve been lonely. I think to far and she has gone far from me. I don’t want to be vulgar when I am so sweet. I don’t want her to go or I start taking drugs consistently. My family and friends can’t help me. So why don’t you all get lost. I love being alone with my own songs. Don’t need anyone to appreciate my junk.
My heart has been misshapen. From all the adversaries that I’m facing. My mind has been fixated. On this one girl who I am chasing. I don’t want you to mistake me. I ain’t looking to get inside those panties. I want you to hold my hand and lead me. I want to enjoy your personality. Some say I can’t love another when I don’t love me. I need to keep us on the same level or it won’t be happening.